Day 1

So a little over 24 hours ago, I got my first shot of T. We had to go to Greenlane hospital so Shannon could be taught how to do the injections and that was really cool for her.

Anyways, back tracking a bit. So the night before my injection, Shan and I both had trouble falling asleep. I don't think it was any special reason why, not nerves for the next day and the step we would be taking so much as we just couldn't fall asleep. Neither of us are particularly morning people if we can help it, so when morning came by we hadn't been sleeping that long.

I am one of those people who doesn't function particularly well without sleep. I need about 5 hours or I get exceptionally emotional and sometimes my heart can race a little. It's like having a battery undercharged, it's still trying to do all the work you need it to do, it just doesn't have the juice. So that was me for the first part of yesterday.

The alarm went off and there was no way I was going back to sleep. We'd given ourselves an hour to get out the door to get across town to Greenlane. Shan wasn't ready to get up so I got up and got ready, did my audio recording (that went on my last blog- I lied about the date but it was still my voice pre-t), and then I got Shan up. We ended up out the door exactly when we had intended to leave which is not very like us but good.

We missed the traffic rush, so we ended up at the hospital about 15 minutes early. We had to pick up my bottle of T that we'd be taking home. It was this tiny little thing, 100mg/ml - so a thousand mgs- which is about 8 doses for me with a little left over. It cost me 3 dollars. You heard it 3 dollars. I never imagined it'd cost that little, but I wasn't going to argue. So we got it and then went upstairs.

We were in the waiting room until the exact minute of my appointment when the nurse came in. She was awesome, excited to teach Shan and very cool. As we walked to the room, I noticed a guy from GenderBridge was there getting some fasting tests done before he started T. We got set up in the office and went to talk to him. We were seeing the same Endo, but unlike me he hadn't challenged the doctor's usual methods of starting on pills at 25 mg and slowly working up to full dose then converting to full dose shots. He didn't even really know that was an option, to challenge the system to get more. Only that no matter what subsidized option he chose he would have to start very low and work his way up.

We chatted for a bit then headed to the room again. The nurse had finished setting up and getting everything ready while we talked with Jay and then she walked Shannon through everything. I mean everything. How to determine the dose of something if the bottle is in a different level of dosage, how to do the math on that, how to identify good injection locations, how to draw the needle and get it ready- slowly cause all Testosterone uses oil as a base, mine was cotton seed oil... and then it was the magic time. I chose to do it standing cause for some reason, laying down kinda sounds worse to me. The needle was a .22 gauge and looked a lot bigger than it felt. I relaxed my leg and she counted to three to inject it. I totally thought it'd be like "Okay, on the count of three I'll do it. One -STICK-" but no she waited til three... I braced myself (while trying to keep my leg relaxed) and then it was in. It didn't hurt at all.

Like it actually was the slightest of pinches and then when it came out it was hardly noticeable. It isn't sore even today. There was no ache, a little itchy but that was all in my head because the itch migrated all over my ass. It was all in all painless.

We got some needles and what not that we'd need for the injections and then headed out. We were having dinner company over and we had to finish cleaning and get some stuff picked up for the meal. We had a bit of scrambling, but by 3 we had gotten everything pretty much ready. I didn't have much prepwork left for dinner and we had a spotless house. During that time anything I felt, I was questioning if it was the T 'kicking in'. Always it was no and it eventually drove Shan crazy a little.

Our guests were coming around 5-ish so we planned to nap a little and went to bed around 3:30 and I didn't really sleep but I rested (and boy did I need it!) but Shan was out like a light. I was up around 4:40, cause I didn't want to be in bed if they came early. I let her stay in bed until 5. But our guests ended up caught in traffic and weren't here until 6. Oh well, I wouldn't have slept and we got some more last minute stuff done around the house.

They came and were here until about 9:30 when they had to head home. It was a good dinner, but kinda exhausting. By 10, I was struggling to stay awake and by 11 I called it a night. It only lasted for about 20 minutes before just laying down recharged me. I was wide awake so I went to the gym. I noticed my skin felt a little oily on my face on the drive there but nothing else felt different.

I was a bit sore and tired at the gym, I normally start with 15 minutes of cardio and go to the weight machines, then go to the free weights, then do some weights and end with 5 more of cardio. But I only did about 10 minutes on the bike (which wasn't as cardio intensive as the full body machines I normally use) and then a lot of short burst machine work. With free wights I did a lot more, especially my arms, and pretty much worked myself until I was tired again. I had expected it to be 15-20 mins of overall work but it was closer to 40 before I really felt DONE.

I've set a goal for myself (aside from losing weight) that I want to be able to do chin-ups... to have that kind of arm strength. I've never been able to do them and I really want to be able to. I was able to do several reps at 100 pounds without much difficulty so I'll work my way up.

So okay, that's my boring boring day. My face is a little oily, my voice seems normal, no magical facial hair or anything. Nothing too exciting except I'm going to go see Tron tonight.


Weight: No change
Libido: No real change, a little excited but I can naturally be that way.
Skin: The only real change I've felt and could point at and say 'this is new' is my face has been a bit oily.
Hair: No change
Body Hair: No change
Dosage: 50mg
Amount of time on T: 1 day
Build: No change
Menstruation: N/A
Energy Level: Exhausted most of the day (due to lack of sleep), had an hour nap and still remained fairly tired. Went to bed early (11pm) about 20 minutes of laying there I got really energetic and went to the gym. Only anticipated doing a 15 minute work out and did a 1/2 hour.
Voice: Throat is sore, not sure if it's from the heat and humidity and having to have constant fans on, allergies, or T.

Misc: N/A