Friday, January 28, 2011

Lots of drama, not a lot of time.

I've been up to my ears in a lot of things and not really having time. I promise to post more later but for now, I can just do stats.

STATS:
Weight: It's up a little but I've got a friend from the states here and we've been eating junk food a lot and that fried chicken from across the street. I've had pizza more in the last month then I've had in the last year. Soda consumption has gone up as well and I'm often trying to stop drinking it.
Libido: Up a little, a little easier to orgasm as well.
Skin: Noticeably oily. More zits coming in in places I don't usually get them, like my cheek and neck. Still totaling under 10 at the highest. Definitely inflamed a bit more around menstruation.
Hair: No change.
Body Hair: Leg hair seems a little thicker but nothing noticeable anything new.
Dosage: 50mg (next shot goes up to 100mg)
Amount of time on T: 6 weeks
Build: No change.
Menstruation: Before my 2nd shot, I had a full menstruation. It started very slowly and I was dealing with it for three days before it escalated enough to get cramps. On my period again, same thing. On my third day, still very light, but I can feel the cramps starting.
Energy Level: A little up, but I've been hiking, camping, snorkeling, and swimming a lot with my friend in town.
Voice: My throat gets sore after long talks a lot easier than before. I noticeably clear my throat more and when singing along with the radio, I can't sing quite as high as I could before.

Misc: I've also noticed that I can deal with anxiety a lot better than before. I feel a lot more confident when handling confrontation. I've also been a bit more moody and its easier to get my temper flaring. I also have a lower tolerance for dealing with drama and bullshit. I've still been driven to tears (long long story filled with dramatic sighs that I don't want to get into) but it rose from a confrontation I would not have been able to face months ago. Not that it's a perk or anything to be made to cry, but the fact I was able to handle this situation for as long as I did is an emotional improvement.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Years

Happy New Years, first and foremost. It's been quite the year for me and my wife and we're hoping that next year is even better. I am over half-way through my first shot and I went through a small phase where I felt really down because there was nothing happening with my T. My skin got oily and I think that my horniness and initial rush of energy were more in my head than in my body which brought me down a bit. With my ADD I tend to want things NOW and have little patience for long, drawn out things, yet that's where I am. Forced to be patient. IT SUCKS! I'm really looking forward to my next shot and hoping for something to happen.

Shan and I sat down and both made our resolutions about our bodies and health. We both want to lose weight and so that's the big goal for us. We're really motivated, but isn't everyone at the start of the New Year? We're going to work for it, and try to push each other to be good.

Other than that there's not too much to report. It was a quiet holiday since we're so far from home. Nothing really exciting happened.

C'est la vie.




STATS:
Weight: 286lbs - Pretty good that I didn't pack on a ton of weight over the holidays, not cause of great feasts or anything but because the only places open when we forgot to buy groceries were fast food and a place with AMAZING fried chicken.
Libido: Down.
Skin: Still a little oily but I got sunburned so it seems to dried up a little.
Hair: No change.
Body Hair: Super fine and soft hair on my face is growing a little faster than usual.
Dosage: 50mg
Amount of time on T: 2 weeks, 2 days
Build: No change
Menstruation: Aunt Flo has come. Bitch. It started up on the 2nd week mark. Started very slow and today it's up to normal speed with some cramping.
Energy Level: Haven't been sleeping well still (not uncommon for me), very low energy level)
Voice: Throat is sore off and on, off and on my voice feels higher and lower but nothing obvious. Sore throats can persist all day and be gone without warning.

Misc: My mood was a little wishy washy this week, uncertain if it was PMS or T doing it. Shan thought I was really snappy and really agitated but that's nothing new with my PMS.